for the first time....

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for the first time i stepped in that place....
it was a nice place....the place where should had been 10 years ago....can't believe it, the same emotions was still there. the same emotion on the day i found out i couldn't go....tought the feelings were gone, but i was wrong...totally wrong......
the questions were still there...why??? what did i do wrong? was it a curse? why did bad people win??
it was still my biggest regret in life
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for the first time after more than a year...

i felt the freshness of a swimming pool...ahaha....

the last time was over a year ago in a hotel somewhere in a jungle. yesterday was at my friend's place, a very nice place where she stayed alone for the long weekend.

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for the first time after 10 years....
i joined in the full ritual this week.
i came back after so many years, to say thank you, to fulfill my promise, to ask for one thing : please don't take it back from me..

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