life or career?

i went to sentosa again last tuesday night, just to watch song of the sea. i was expecting less crowd so i can take photos comfortably, but i was totally wrong, still crowded, not as bad as weekends, but still crowded. ( photos here http://picasaweb.google.com/myra.susanti/SongOfTheSea).
went out late on working days? hehehe, yeah, can't believe it either. i did it sometimes, but this time is really unbelievable, a day after project go-live, i can be in harbour front  at 6! hehehe....

yeap, they pay me more to do less job, but now i'm involved in reviewing and firing people. recruiting people is always easy, people are always happy, but when it comes to firing someone...i'd rather not, really. but again, what can i say if someone is not qualified enough for the job and effecting the work performance of my whole team?
i will never want to cover for him or her by saying they're okay and finally end up doing all the job myself.
i kicked a guy out of the project last month. and i will need to do it again very soon, probably tomorrow.

dunno where i will be next week, the project is over by end of this week. a project manager offered me to join his project, a big project, long term one. i will be involved in project management. good challenge for me, will look good on my cv too. i would've say yes if only it's not that far in the west area. away from home, away from the city. i will be back to my old life, work-home-work-home, no life at all, no more movies or malls as i will be back home very late in the evening and leave very early in the morning, no more walking around the city after work.

getting myself a new place nearby will be the same as the west area is very quiet, i know because i've lived there during my first month here, and this time it's even worse, further than clementi.
maintaining two places will be very very nice, staying in the city for two or three days and staying in the west for the rest of the week, but financially it's not wise at all!! (not to mention singapore property rent is very high!)

can life and career be synchronized?  getting a steady boyfriend who lives in the city will solve the problems...huahahahaha......(laughing at myself for the crazy idea).